Define the decision clearly.
Do I want to remain in my current position as a clinical instructor or apply for a full time didactic instructor position when it comes available next year?
Consider all of the possible choices.
1. Remain in my current position as a clinical instructor.
2. Apply for didactic instructor position.
3. Give up current position and just keep my PRN position with the hospital system.
Gather all relevant information and evaluate the pros and cons of each choice.
Choice 1. Information needed: Is my current position secure?
Pros:
- I am comfortable in my current position.
- I know it inside and out.
- I am able to keep my radiologic technology skills current
- I get to see the students apply their knowledge
- As I age, the physical aspects of the job get harder.
- I do not know if I will be able, or if I want, to do this job until retirement age.
Pros:
- Less physically taxing
- Different and challenging
- Exciting to change career path
- More security in position
- Could still get contact hours with the students in clinic
- Uncertainty about my teaching abilities
- More mentally and emotionally stressful for a while
Pros:
- Only work when I wanted to
- Flexibility of schedule
- Time to do other things
- No stable income/no benefits
- Rely on the hospital needs
- Would not get to work with the students on a consistent basis
Choice 1: I remain in my current position and do not apply for the upcoming opening for a full time didactic instructor. I will probably regret not taking a chance to change the direction of my career. I really do not see myself being able to physically do this job until I am retirement age, so I guess I would have to make a decision about that when the time came.
Choice 2: I apply for the didactic instructor position. If I got the position, I would remain a full time state employee. I can see myself teaching until retirement age. The first few years will probably be stressful just because it would be a new situation for me. But I believe I could handle it with the support and help of other faculty. I could also continue to get some contact hours with the students in the clinical setting and I could keep my PRN position with the hospital. This would help me keep my clinical skills current and applicable.
Choice 3: I would give up my full time position and remain PRN for the hospital system. I would be stressed out from having to worry about getting hours and having no benefits. I know I would get bored because I am so used to working a set schedule.
Implement a plan of action and then monitor the results, making necessary adjustments.
Choice 2 seems to be my answer to my "tough decision".
This fall, I plan to assist in the labs and sit in on the lectures of the courses I would be teaching if I got the open position. (The position will be vacated fall 2013). I will also get to see what goes on "behind the scenes" of preparing for these labs and lectures. This will give me the opportunity and time to contemplate this decision and see if I think it would be something that I want to do for the remainder of my career.